Down to Business! Advice is Needed!

So, my problem is that I never take anything seriously.
Ever.
I can think opf two things that I do.
One, living the gospel the best I can and with few mistakes as possible.
Two, Noah Compton.
BUT. As the little angel and I were talking about today, change when for the better is good. I think I specifically remember myself saying

"I hate change. Change is bad. Unless it's for the better, then it's good."

Yeah....that's going on my gravestone when I die.
and one thing I want to change is my idleness. My laziness. My constant bordom. Since summer started, I do nothing anymore. I did nothing before, but now that school's out, I do NOTHING. Which is going to CHANGE! For the better! Hopefully..
So I am making it a goal to eat healthier and lose weight.

BY SAYING THE WORDS "I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT", I AM IN NO WAY INDICATING THAT I THINK I AM FAT. GIRLS COMPLAIN. AND IF IT'S ONE THING WE'RE GOOD AT COMPLAINING ABOUT, IT'S OUR IMAGE. LOSING WEIGHT IS A GOOD GOAL FOR SOMEONE WHO FEELS INSECURE ABOUT THEMSELVES. EVERYONE, FAT OR SKINNY, IS INSECURE.

LET'S BE HONEST. There is always room for improvement. Sorry, but it's true.

LET'S BE HONEST. I eat terribly. I always have. I'm at that stage in my life where it's all coming back to me now. Bleehhh.

LET'S BE HONEST. I am so idle. I play soccer for about four months of the year, that's it. I should workout more. I could lose weight, and I'd be very happy if I did. So I am.

I am making it a goal to start eating healthily. I am familiar with this trangle thing, I think it's got three sides, like those things in Egypt. They were built by the government, or something. Supposed to tell you how to eat and what not. Oh YEAH the food pyramid. That's it.

I am making it a goal to lose nine pounds by the time I leave for my handcart trek, on June 13th. Now, I've been doing research about muscles, and body fat, and just excersize in general, and what makes up the skinniness in someone's body. I'm quite confused, so I'm very VERY open to tips from people that workout and have a purpose on Earth, yahtayahtayahta.

Like I said in my last post.. I am DYING to start up with juicing veggies. Dying. I can't wait to torture my tastebuds until the are trained to tolerate it. But that will unfortunatley have to wait. My plan is to go running every other day for 30 minutes, but with days I don't run, I'll do 30-40 minutes of cardio, with everyday 20 minutes of muscle building, push and sit ups, all that jazz.

I hate muscles. I hate the thought of being muscular, or strong or just.. no. It going to kill me, forcing myself to do push ups. But I've heard that with muscle just being there burns calories and that fat turns into muscles, or muscles are leaner that fat and just a bunch of mumbo jumbo so I'd graciously accept any excersize enlightenment at all. I need it.

Until then, I'll have faith in workouts and good eats and stick-to-it-iveness. Pray for me.